To flight

 

Love vs Nightmares

It all started with Nightmares
A Nightmare that haunts your every thought
with this Nightmare we become one,
As duel personalities collide
Crossing invisible lines
Paths of gateways closed
But the Nightmare is beyond all control
Isnt it?
To believe in something that only feels real
for that perfect moment
But this the Nightmare be
Endless possibility's
Endless reality's
Because this Nightmare Is perfect
This moment is perfect
You are perfect to me
A Nightmare being the key to my true self!

 

In such a strange place recently - art has become nothing more than a get out source - Im not enjoying structured lifestyles and routines are becoming impossible for me to follow! Im abit north and south with how im feeling and what im doing! my work recently represents another perfect place I take myself off to! Its forbidden fruit and totally out of bounds but worth every second! For everything that goes wrong and for every line that is crossed I feel as of recent most of it becomes irrelevant in the end! Passion is hard to keep alive with so many obstacles in its way! From journeys here on I leave perfection in search for PASSION that lasts forever!

 

come clarity

And from this moment-

Calling from a place called limbo

A duel reality entered with  each strum

A  place for a small while, I entered perfection

Dreaming away  in his arms was peace

But to only ever be a part of the  pieces along side me

Missing, lost but to always eventually be found

Followed by the next nightmare

To whom I fall in love with

Against all odds  - to be a king in my own mind

The strumming gets quieter

You get quieter

To drown in lifestyle

To cry for the want of something more

Waiting for something,someone,life seems meaningless without

A fucked up reality after another im still in search

Breath  back those words and stop pretending

Might make this all easier

Don’t flaw your own mask – don’t give yourself away

Just make it real!